11.2.08

Goals:

1. Get Internship
-Keep focused on school work (don't fail next operations test!)
-Try your best at interviews
-Call in contacts at TechTrek if necessary

2. Get Boyfriend
-Run/lose weight
-Get birth control that doesn't make me vomit
-Fix skin
-Buy more clothing
-Stop putting off bad vibes
-Figure out exactly what's going on with him

3. See the Vness
-Save money

4. Vegas, Spring Break Senior Year
-Save money
-Look into pricing
-Find friends who would have fun there

5. Write novel
-start figuring out time management so that some time from each day is allocated to writing

I am so sick of doing things that I think are going to make me happy. So I need to find what really does, and chase them down and keep them. I need to find a real man, one who's going to take me places and just be there and I can be there for. I need to experience new things in life. I need a challenge. I need a break. I need to keep writing. On the bright side, the one thing I've always wished for, since I was little, was a mutual best friend, and I thank my stars every day that I finally found that.